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February 21, 2022, Update
This website and BeyondTheParroted.com have been a 100% labor of love. However, due to a recent change in circumstances BeyondTheParroted.com has been redirected here.
If you've followed me on BeyondTheParroted.com since its inception, you'll know that it's gone through several iterations. Initially the focus was on raising awareness about the inverted (false) matrix we've been living in, and all the lies we've been told. Then toward end of 2020 and thru 2021, as I learned about the horrors perpetrated against children and really all life of Earth, the website became primarily focused on Human (Child) Trafficking, Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA), CIA MK Ultra Mind Control Programs and experiments, and more, with an emphasis on highlighting first person survivor accounts (including Cathy O'Brien, Fiona Barnett, Jessie Czebotar, Ally Carter, Holly Baglio, Brooke Federline, Max Spiers, and many more) which amounted to hundreds of hours of video testimonies.
Simultaneously since its inception, the website included a page titled "Messages of Hope" which introduced site visitors to Kimberly Ann Goguen and the Global Restoration Plan that she authored. I felt it important to offer solutions and not just leave folks wandering alone and hopeless in the dark.
(For a highlight reel of last year's focus on BeyondTheParroted.com watch the videos on this YouTube Playlist titled "Hard Truths 4 #TeamHumanity 2 'Bear Witness' 2 Then Move Forward w/HOPE":
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7KS67_uzAzdnZyG9uk-bpPHxlaPLDvvj&si=NnWlf5_ZI6OeC4ZH )
As I've traversed my own healing journey over the past two years, done my own shadow work (ongoing), and have come to better understand the significance of energy, frequency and vibration in all that we do, I've been guided to now (2022) primarily focus on and anchor in more light. Continuing to talk about and/or focus on all the darkness just gives it more power (our life force energy) and keeps it alive.
What does "anchor in more light" mean in concrete terms?
It means shifting my primary focus to SOLUTIONS for Team Humanity and this beautiful and amazing Earth we live on.
It's time we all work towards a WAY FORWARD.
There's a LOT of HEALING and RESTORATION that needs to take place, both on an individual level (especially in terms of our physical health) and collectively.
In a way it seems fitting that BeyondTheParroted.com come to an end now and La Paz Amore's Blueprint HOPE (aka BHOPE.TODAY) be resurrected anew in its place.
The renewed mission of BHOPE.TODAY at this time is to provide links to resources and "wayshowers" and "lighthouses" who are positioned around the globe to help us find our way home to ourselves, and in the process also co-create heaven on planet Earth.
I hope you join me on this journey!
BHOPE.TODAY
La Paz Amore means Peace Love
HOPE is an acronym for Heaven On Planet Earth
"Be good, do good, have faith & enjoy the ride!"
- Jason Estes
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Have a blessed and beautiful day!
💕 THANK YOU FOR YOUR DIVINE PRESENCE HERE! 💕
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2023 Addition
Ever wonder why our lives take the paths they do? I sure do, especially given all that I've learned since 2020 from Kimberly Goguen about the real control structure of this world.
So, this "fun fact" about me suddenly took on new meaning for me beginning in January 2020.
My father was career CIA (covert) & I have an extensive finance/accounting career working in the Government Contracting (GovCon) industry (aka Military Industrial Complex) for various corporations that held/hold government contracts with the CIA/NSA, military, and other agencies that Kim frequently mentions during her World Situation Report updates.
I have also lived on five and travelled to six of the seven continents. Most recently I spent two years working in the Middle East (Kuwait). The only continent I have not literally walked on in this lifetime is Antartica (at least not that I am consciously aware of, yet 😉).
I share the above to say that while I've never personally needed or held a Security Clearance to do my job (well, except in High School when I worked as a janitor in Germany cleaning CIA offices and chemistry labs), I am none-the-less intimately familiar with the duplicitous/secretive culture and nature of the CIA. I have lived on compounds and complexes overseas as a child/teenager where it's been nothing but CIA families, so by osmosis I intuitively understand their modus operandi. And while a lot has come out about the CIA's involvement with the Deep State (for lack of better term), it's important to note that there are a lot of really good people who work for these agencies who truly believe they are doing good. They may not know the full truth (yet). No-one is ever given the entire picture, so most (if not all) really aren't privy to how the piece they're working on fits in the big picture. Everything is compartmentalized. And of course, they are repeatedly lied to, as we all are. The system was built that way by design. So, it behooves us not to throw the proverbial baby out with the bath water.
In my experience looking back and knowing what I know now, I believe most of the folks who work for these "Intelligence" and other agencies are even more heavily mind-controlled and programmed. And I truly believe that for most folks, as they learn the truth, they will choose differently. So, for me, compassion and understanding for all are key during these transitionary times. 💗
Personal Sidenote regarding the truly "Beyond Belief" Intel/Information that Kim shares:
While I have always loved looking up at the night sky and star gazing and believed life existed beyond this planet, I was never really drawn to sci-fi, fantasy, horror, or apocalyptic movies/shows. I've always been more a fan of psychological thrillers, spy movies, and reality shows (human behavior has always fascinated me).
That all changed dramatically for me in January 2020 when my multi-dimensionality came online in a very conscious and traumatic way. It was MY very abrupt and shocking grand awakening, and what led me to begin questioning EVERY belief I held (an ongoing process). Shortly thereafter I discovered Kimberly Goguen (Ground Command from Office of the Guardian), Jason Estes (just Jason) [highlighted throughout the BHOPE page and on the Resources page of this website], and a handful of other remarkable Wayshowers [also highlighted on the BHOPE and Resources pages] who truly opened my eyes.
Anyhow, over the past 3+ years since I've been following Kimberly Goguen and Jason Estes especially (each invaluable to me for different, yet complimentary, reasons) I've learned a lot about this world and beyond. While mind-bending and hard to fully comprehend all I've learned (and continue to learn), it has also been very liberating, exciting, and admittedly, at times overwhelming.
What has proven extremely helpful for me though in terms of understanding and integrating these complex concepts, constructs, and realities AND unlocking subconscious keys and codes has been watching certain movies and series, so I've highlighted some of them on the Movies, Shows & Other page of this website under the "Movies/Shows that may help with Integration of Complex Concepts & Constructs" section.
Godspeed on your journey of discovery! 💕
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January 2024
A more personal share about me and my grand awakening:
January 13, 2020 is the day that changed everything for me and forced me to begin challenging EVERY BELIEF I held. It’s also the day that marked the beginning of my grand awakening to the hard truths about this world we’ve been living in and all the lies we’ve been fed – to include the lies I’ve been told and/or programmed to believe about my own life story.
I didn’t realize it at the time, but what happened to me that day was orchestrated at a level well above my family. Knowing what I now know about the CIA experiments/programming (especially in CIA families) and the “Brotherhood", my educated guess is that the “Brotherhood” was sent in to reprogram me (because the old programming was breaking down and I was starting to remember) and used my family (likely unknowingly) and non-sensical technicalities in the law to assist with that agenda. The good news is, THEY FAILED!
Without going into all the details, suffice it to say it involved SIX police officers entering MY home, being tasered (two taser guns at same time while I was just standing in the middle of my living room trying to gain a frame of reference for why six police officers were entering my home), and then arrested and involuntarily locked up on a Temporary Detention Order (TDO). And anyone who knows me in real life (my personality and the type of person I am) knows just how unfathomable and unimaginable that whole scenario is. WTF?! ***
Of course, it’s the overkill that’s the tell. Why so much force? I was a beyond middle-aged disabled (at the time) woman. The clue to unraveling it all for me was the use of the taser guns (like seriously, WTF?!), which began to make sense once I read Cathy O’Brien’s “TRANCE Formation of America” which then enabled me to start connecting a lot of disparate dots. Interestingly enough (given all I’ve learned since), at the time I felt like the sacrificial lamb, and the story of Cain and Able (from the Bible) kept coming to mind, though I couldn’t fully understand why. It totally makes sense now.
Anyhow, shortly thereafter, I was guided by God/Source to disconnect from my entire family, and in 2020 I did just that, for my own safety (and awakening/de-programming) and theirs. I didn’t fully understand why at the time, but quickly came to realize that there’s just been too much deep-seated unconscious programming in our family, and I can’t risk being triggered by code words or sounds (or whatever), or set-up somehow.
That following year (2021), I was guided to disconnect from all my friends for the same reason. Turns out there’ve been a lot of “handlers” in my life (which I could only see in hindsight). So, I’ve been flying solo ever since, with the understanding that when God/Source informs me that the time is right (and God/Source and family/friends willing) I intend to reconnect with my family and some of my lifelong friends.
There have been many times over the years when I’ve wanted to reach out to my family, especially my mom (and almost have) but God/Source always guides me not to ("not yet" / "not the right time"). Over the course of my life, I have learned that while God/Source’s timing often differs from ours (if we were to have our own way), it is always perfect. And my own personal lifetime of experiences has taught me to align with God/Source’s timing for the optimal outcomes, and more importantly, because God/Source ALWAYS has my best interest at heart. So, I listen to God/Source above all else (or at least I do my best to) – He is after all, the big boss! 😉
While the past four years have been a mix of excruciatingly painful, enlightening, wonderfully joyful, and isolating, I wouldn’t change a thing. I have learned and grown so much since 2020, thanks to many Wayshowers I’ve not so coincidentally “stumbled across” and followed on social media since 2020. Among the handful, Kimberly Goguen and Jason Estes were/are THE BRIGHTEST SHINING LIGHTS guiding me home (which is why both are so heavily featured on this website) – Kim on a global level and Jason on a more personal level.
I can honestly say I am not the same person I was prior to 2020. I am a more fully embodied, freer, wiser, and much more expanded version of myself, growing and learning (and unlearning) more every day, and not afraid to course correct when I've been wrong, mistaken, or fooled again. I simply keep pressing forward.
I’m super excited about this new world we’re all co-creating – what I like to call Heaven on Planet Earth (HOPE)! I just need to narrow in on what role(s) is(are) best suited for me as part of the Global Restoration. I'm also continuously focused on becoming more fully embodied and manifesting optimal health. My physical body ("the body keeps the score") has been, and is, my greatest teacher. So that's where my focus is!
Blessings to all, 💕
Brenda B.
I was recently reminded that this is the song (this particular version) that played on perpetual repeat in my headphones during most of 2020. It's very telling.
“The Sound of Silence” by Disturbed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9Dg-g7t2l4
*** Footnote:
Based on the paper trail from police records and hospital bills that I received in the mail after my arrest and TDO (complete with dates and time stamps) I discovered that there's about 12+ hours unaccounted for while in police custody, likely unconscious since I have no memory of it. So, who knows what happened to me during that time.
Interesting fact (always follow the paper trail), I was taken to the Emergency Room (by the police) on the day I was arrested, and for a thorough check-up. Everything checked out fine (except that I might have a bladder infection). Come to find out later, the following day I was then taken to a different Emergency Room in another city/town (by the police), and this time a CT scan of my head was ordered, and I was then diagnosed as having a manic episode. I only remember the first ER visit, and had I not received all the bills in the mail I would have never known about the second ER visit or the true timeline of events after I was in police custody. And the only place I had been between those two visits was in police custody. So, what exactly happened to me??!!
I was reminded of that CT scan of my head today thanks to my new Genius Biofeedback App. I've been running daily scans/frequencies and one of the surprising issues that keeps popping up as "High" when I run the Root Cause Library for Today's Stress (and other Libraries) is "Head injury trauma past injury effect contributing to root cause." What's interesting about that (and surprising) is I don't recall having any past head injuries. The only thing that comes to mind is that CT scan noted above. Why was it even ordered. Just the day before, I was cleared by the doctors. Again, the only place I'd been between (and during) those two ER visits was in police custody, 12+ hours of which I have no memory of. Is this a disparate dot that can be connected? Hmmm....
Another interesting fact, the day I was arrested I had received this huge download from God/Source that a major catastrophe was about to hit the United States, the East coast in particular, wiping out power grids and communications, etc. Like total destruction. It felt so very real, so I was passionately sounding the alarm bells as best I could. That was the first time I had ever received such a download and it was intense. I think it's safe to say that I was also fighting some evil spirits and demons that day to, though didn't realize it at the time. At that point, I was not yet consciously aware of this war between good and evil that we've been in.
Earlier that week, I also had a spontaneous and complete healing after a decade of dealing with disabling chronic health issues (most of which were related to my spine). It was then that I realized that the secret to wholeness and joy was 100% (not 95% or 99.9%, but 100%) trust and faith in God/Source/TheCreator for EVERYTHING. So, I was also sharing that bit of Intel, though it fell on deaf ears.
I think it's safe to assume they legit thought I was losing my mind -- at least I think my family did. The "Brotherhood" on the other hand is a different story.
It was shortly thereafter that I discovered Kimberly Goguen and began following her and tuning into her weekly Life Force Zoom calls. Suddenly, things about my arrest and that day began to make sense. And I bet if you were to ask Kim if the Deep State was up to anything in January 2020, especially on or around January 13, 2020, she would say "YES!" No doubt they were trying to create a major catastrophic event, much like the event I was so passionately warning everyone about. And no doubt, Kim and her team diffused it, like they have done with so many since.
While I am a private person, I felt compelled to share all the above as I have no doubt there are others who have been through similar experiences and/or been unjustly labeled crazy and then locked up. While I wouldn't wish my experience on anyone, and know that so many have experienced much worse, I have learned and grown so much from that experience. So, for that I am grateful, and I use the wisdom I've gained from and thru it (and continue to gain) to 1) help others break free and 2) help dismantle these corrupt systems and create a new life-affirming way of living on this planet.
If this helps at least one person, it will have been worth it.
Blessings to all, 💕
Brenda B.
I highly recommend the following video if you want to learn more about the secret Satanic Government Programs/Projects/Networks (i.e. CIA MK Ultra, the "Brotherhood," trauma-based mind control, White House level child trafficking, etc.). This is a first-person Survivor account from a Survivor in Vero Beach, Indian River Country, Florida.
S2E3 | "Cali Shai Bergandi P1 - Occult, Child Trafficking, Epstein, NASA & SRA Survivor Exposes ALL"
https://youtu.be/GVym7vpqAcI?si=58gsU-Lh9LLAZUcj
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March 18, 2024
SPECIAL MESSAGE
The following song is dedicated to my divine counterpart. After what feels like lifetimes of separation (on all planes of existence), I finally felt your presence (viscerally) again when I was divinely guided to Hagerstown's City Park in Hagerstown, Maryland, in November 2021. At the time, I had no recollection of ever having been there before, but upon my arrival it felt very familiar. As I began to walk around the park, I suddenly felt your presence and long repressed (blocked) memories of our times there together began flooding thru.
While I can't physically see you, I can FEEL your loving presence with me, and am reminded of how you so gently and lovingly put the shattered pieces of my heart and soul back together again all those years ago.
I look forward to the day when we are finally reconnected on this physical plane, and I rest assured knowing that that day WILL come! 💞
"She Who Gives Life"
by Mei-lan & Ali Pervez
https://youtu.be/egIu6uZdCpE?si=00mjEW2cLB9YVvcJ
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MOVE ON, LET GO & LEAVE YOUR PAST BEHIND YOU
Powerful Motivational Speech (2022)
Eddie Pinero
... and I'm answering the call 😎
January 9, 2024
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