July 3, 2025 | 1:56PM CST
This is my personal story of betrayal, survival, and spiritual awakening. Over several years, I faced not only trauma from outside forces but heartbreaking involvement from my own family—deeply entwined with a shadowy system known as the Deep State. These orchestrated attacks aimed to silence me, but instead, they became catalysts for my rebirth in faith and purpose. This post shares two pivotal moments that define this journey: an early attack in 2020 and a recent one in 2025, revealing the pattern and divine guidance that carried me through.
Key Events at a Glance:
- January 13, 2020: First major attack, a turning point in my spiritual and physical battle.
- June 18, 2025: A second, violent attempt to “take me out” orchestrated by the same forces.
- June 30, 2025: A police “wellness check” initiated by family and a suspicious call about my cats—both traps.
The Story
The hardest logical truth I’ve had to accept is this:
My entire family is part of the Deep State.
Not just my parents.
Not just one sibling.
All of them.
Brother. Sister. Mother. Father. All complicit in a system that has attacked, isolated, surveilled, and attempted to erase me. The question I have is “Why?“ I’ve always been the loner in the family and pretty much kept to myself, minding my own business.
For anyone unfamiliar with this level of orchestration, it may sound unthinkable. But if you've lived it—you know.
Note: On the surface, my family are seen as upstanding, charismatic, wonderful members of the community. My brother founded Unbridled.com in 2017, following his earlier company Unbridled Solutions (since 2001). Those dates feel significant given the global upheavals happening at those times.
This is my biggest blind spot — discovering wolves in sheep’s clothing, people I least expect, masquerading as pillars of the community. Since I’ve had to navigate this journey alone, without anyone truly having my back, it’s been a hard but crucial lesson (one I’m still learning to navigate)..
🗓️ January 13, 2020: The First Attempt
This was the first engineered breakdown—emotional, spiritual, physical.
But instead of destroying me, it initiated my awakening.
💣 Overkill is the Deep State’s Tell (Jan 2020)
🔥 June 18, 2025: The Second Attempt
Five years later—another orchestrated event. Calculated. Violent. Designed to erase me again.
But God intervened. I was ultimately led—clearly and unmistakably—to North Platte, Nebraska, which has become a temporary spiritual sanctuary and place of reflection while I pray for authentic support and wait for God’s guidance on next steps.
🆘 Read: Faith Through the Fire (Full Account)
🧠 June 30, 2025: The “Wellness Check” and a Trap
Twelve days after that attack, I was visited by a police investigator—a wellness check initiated by my family. I’ve had no contact with any of them since 2020 (my mother since 2021).
So how did they know what happened on June 18?
If they cared, why not email me? Send help? Donate to my publicly posted Venmo or Cash App?
Because it wasn’t about help.
It was about control. Surveillance. A system running its playbook. The only trauma (to include deep bruises — still healing — all along left side of my body predominantly) was inflicted upon me in Kimball, NE.
Ponder Me Curious: And why Kimball, NE, when the “accident” on I-80W occurred closer to North Platte, NE, which I was then transferred to after police took me to Kimball, NE (small town and over 2 hours from Platte, NE, with limited medical facilities)? 🧐
And then—another call came in. This time from Kimball police about my cats. More than 10 days after the incident.
God made it clear: do not respond. It was a trap.
One more setup, masked in concern.
And yet, by God’s grace, the investigator who conducted the wellness check was kind and respectful. A glimmer of divine mercy in the middle of a dark pattern.
🧱 From Collapse to Rebirth
The messages I texted my parents back in January 2020—filled with hope and vision—was sent to people already on the wrong side of the truth.
But I meant every word then.
That was the beginning.
June 2025 marked the end of the illusion.
Together, these are the bookends of my awakening.
🔗 Truth in the Open
💣 Overkill is the Deep State’s Tell (Jan 2020)
🆘 Faith Through the Fire (June 2025)
I see clearly now.
I trust God fully.
I walk forward, unafraid.
This is no longer a secret.
And I am no longer silent.
– Brenda Jean Bullis💗
Hampton Inn, North Platte, Nebraska • July 3, 2025
📜 Original Family Text, January 12, 2020 (complete with typos — I was so overjoyed that day)
Texted to my Mom & Dad (Betty & Delmar Bullis) on January 12, 2020 @ 12:06PM EST
Dear Mom & Dad!!!
It’s a brand new day!...the day everything begins to change in America, and globally for the best!!!
No one really knows up from down anymore as there’s just been too many lies and words that have lost their meaning coming at us from all direction and no one is being held accountable for all the lies. It’s like it’s just SOP. Crazy!
Though I do understand how we got here and why it was necessary to reach this point of insanity and corruption.
We all are accountable for the state our country is in, and globally. Time for rebirth.
We must now all individually and collectively atone and make begin to make reperations, as we fall down on ours knees and seek God’s grave. (supposed to be grace)
Sadlywe so often chose the path of pain for growth...where we could must more easily chose the path of joy. Always our choice...darn that free will thing!
Bible speaks all about hitting bottom and till we finally just drop to our knees and ask for forgiveness and healing...atonement...amd finally rebirth, where God allows us to begin anew.
All about GRACE and forgiveness and atonement. And no coimcidence the fires are raging in Australia and we are on verge of wiping out entire species... forever!
This is how Mother Earth is showind us the way (much like one of Jesus’s parabells). The fires in Australia are a mirror for the state of our nation, and globally.
Fire is all about complete destruction and rebirth...newly inspired foundation. And the Australian fires are a mirror for us. Either we finally get message or we face annialations.
And Mother Earth has been ringing so many alarms (like the canary on the coal mine), specifically since the 1980s, but few have headed her alarm...and now we are where we are now. Serious tippimg point if we all do not seriously wake up and fall on our knees and stay there till we can clearly hear the voice of God again. It is then that we (ego) die and then are resurrected. Power of the trinity and the number three and where that is woven into all the timelines as well.
The glory in all of this is that God has positioned so many of us now as the ones to lead the way and explain this to the people. Love. Grace. Repentance. Atonement. Forgiveness. Rebirth!!!
Fresh new chance to get it right!!!
And to clarify, it is NOT us who have the power. The power comes from God working thru us to effect change...
Bottom line is we as a nation have lost our morale clarity. The foundation can no longer be repaired. The entire system (foundation) must be reimagined...and built from the bottom up...beginning with the campaigning process.
It’s just like when we went from party line phones 100 years ago to the phones we have today, which at the time we would have never thought possibly.
We need innovation and inspired thinking to create a newly envisioned foundation for our country that builds upon the inspired vision of our founders and lessons learned.
We owe it to our forefathers. We owe it to ourselves. And most importantly we owe it to ALL the children.
Your generation and mine will now become the bridges, and the millenials will create a foundation unimaged in our wildest dreams. We must listen to them, and then as the bridge show the baby bomber generation the new improved way.
Sorry, I meant to keep this short but just so excited and so much to share!!
Most importanly, and the real main reason for this text, is that I want you two to mark this day on your calendars as a day that will go down in history for our family and America abd globally(And literally in the history books or cloud or whatever it becomes in the future)...specifically the Bullis-Sharpless union and commitment you two entered into and stayed committed to thru all kinds of adversity, and what was created from there.
God laid all manner of phrophecy on me this morning, and globally AND more specifically in regards to our family and our united path forward now.
Once I have time to share the details you will be amazed and inspired!!!!🙏😇💗🦒
It’s amazing!!! And the Bullis-Sharpless name, and what followed from that, will go down in history as the inspired force that helped lead the movement that turned this ship around just in the nick of time, mand ultimately achieved real peace on earth. For real! Keep in mind, it’s not about us but the way we will fully glorify the Lord!
This involves 100% trust is God for ALL our needs. God has given each of us (and millions of others) part of the vision and now the united vision...big picture and the spiritual gifts to do so.
God will provide all the resources necessary, as always if we just get out of our own way. We just have to have at least our daily one on one and team meetings with God, at which time God will effortlessly provide direction for that day and line up the resources. And it will be a joyfull process, unshackled from pain and suffering once and for all.
I personally have learned the power of trusting God 100% for EVERYTHING. I no longer worry about a thing as I have finally learned and experienced over and over and over and over again throughout my adult life the true power of faith....albeit thru plenty of trial and error and butting my head against the wall.
The blip always occurs when other negative voices chime in or we forget who we are and who our Creator is.
We must always stay true to ourselves and our own personal relationship with God.
Faith the size of a mustard seed!!! I LOVE it! So simple, yet so hard for we as humans to fully grasp...even though Jesus himself became flesh and showed us exactly how it all begins, with TOTAL and COMPLETE trust in God, for EVERYTHING. And ZERO worrying. It is EXACTLY as Jesus says.
When we worry it’s a signal to ourseves that we do not have 100% trust in God and his word and specifically Jesus’s teachings. It’s so beautiful!!!! And so very simple!!! Worry means we need to check oursleves and find where we are trying to hold onto to some sense of contro and just let that go.
Ok, got a little off track again...
so back to the part our family will now play. As a hint, it’s all foundational!
It’s about building a new freshly inspired foundation for our nation, and globally. Just as with everything else, liek a house, our bodies, etc.
You can only patch up the cracks in a foundation for so long before you are best served by starting anew with newly inspired ideas and spiritual gifts our grandchildren and great grand children (and so forth) were born into this world already understanding. We must work together with them.
WE (specifically you two and bev stan and i) are the brigdes. And it’s no coincidence that Stan’s been involved with historical renovations, and I lived in this beautifully and wonderdully special house that I loved so much but wouldn’t allow me to fully thrive in it’s current state because of all the cracks in the foundation. Remeber, I had water leaking in every where and bugs and fungus and all kind of narly stuff popping up everywhere...and the owners jsut keep trying to patch up the foundatuon, when in reality, a 100 year old house is due a complete renovation, atarting first with the foundation.
I just have to laugh again when I remebered that again.
But it was to show me the importance of knowing when it is time to build a newly inspired neuroplastic foundation (sounds like another Jesus kind of parabel, doesn’t it).
It’s all about foundation now. No councidence 2020 when added together = 4, and number 4 represents foundation. Or that last year the number 4 keeping popping up all over the place for me. That was to get my attention and discertain what 4 represents.
And When you look back at the divergent paths each of your children have taken now, you can see the greater vision as we help lead this inspired movement.
All these years have been furtile training groud for exactly this moment.
So exciting to really see unconditional love in action and people coming together as one. No more “I” ... it’s time to put the emohasis back on “we” ... for all of humanity.
Also we need to create a new more precise and direct lauguage (words) and outrageously honest and inclusive love. the generations after mine already understood that coming into this world, and that is why they have created new words and ways of communicating with one another that are more effeceient and more direct...and more instantaneous communication as each generation comes in with an even more inclusive way where it brings everyone together as one...WE vs “I alone.”
“WE” is so very powerful, exponentially more so than “I alone.”
Bottom line is it is all about the love Jesus speaks of in the New Testament...top two commandments...and then precise definition of love in 1st Corinthians (you know the verses). And I can also tie this to Revelations. I have been studying all this kind of stuff all my life, and many of the other religions, and have always questioned everything (few people realize just how much).
And in past 3 years specifically when God laid the first big phrophecy on me (Jan 2017...have it all tecorded and documented) I now have the words and language to explain it in the Scripture terminology you understand. How do I know how to do that? I’ve been surrounded by it my entire life...from entire family to career.
All the dots have now been comnected fore me, by the grace of God I have successfully worked thru all my stumbling blocks, body mind and soul are completely healed and one with God and the Universe, and most importantly have the tools now to know when I start to vere off track and meed to be more precise in my words or it starts to become about me instead of God working theu me. I am just the vessle.
So I will create my own accountabilty team (already know some of the people who God has lined us for me). And will ise my body as it was intended...as my own internal guidance system to alert me the second I start to go off track so I can then course correct.
Later I will share precisely all the verses God laid on my heart coming i to this world, and which have always be my morale compass guiding me throughout my life. I can also connect all the dots with scripture from the Bible (and other teligions) and with historical refernces as well, astorgicall tie in, quatom physics, numerology, math, etc...and in parabells as in the way Jesus teaches (no coincidence Bve is in Africa and has learned how to use her own bersion of parabells to explain scripture to the Ugandans. Also no coincidence that we have lived all over the world, either). All about communication and learning how to really communicate effectively. Little did we realize we have all just been in trainin! Love it!
Ok. Must stop. I have officially been healed and called to action as of today. So just wanted to give you a small glimpse of what I will be putting together in a book and teaching manual to do my part to lead us (humanity) forward!
Time teach people how to joyfully and effortlessly harness the power of love!!!
Bless you both for what you started some 70 years ago!!!!
May God voice come thru my words in a way that you understand what I am saying).
Love love love love you both immensely!!!!🥰🥰🥰🥰
Reply to text from my Dad right after I sent above text (he had pneumonia which had healed) ⤵️
Praise God re: your pnemonia.
And I haven’t a clue what the news says. Too many lies everywhere. The turth has been lost. We must turn 100% to God immediately.
And I now have completely my training with God and have advanced to teacher and healer. As of today I am comoleteley 100% healed. Brain and body have been completely rewired theu the work I have done one with God mostly intensely over past three Years, since Jan 2017 when God first laid prohpecy on me.
Texted to my Mom & Dad (Betty & Drlmar Bullis) on January 12, 2020 @ 1:44PM EST
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The solution is for us all (collectively) to turn off all our TVS and Web access for a period of 40 days, and spend that time in quiet solitude on our knees bare naked in front of God...and THEN proceed forward.
Let the chips fall where they may as ultimately it is all going to come crashing down to the ground anyway. It must. The current model and systems are no longer sustainable. They have become too toxic and are making all of us very sick and feeling hopeless.
That is what we will witness this year, starting specifically with this month (as we are already witnessing) and going throughout the year.
And once complete collapse of all exhisting systems happens, we (as a nation and globally), will, by the grace of God be “born again”!
And then going forward, all future generations will thank us for our courage and course correction as we have finally learned our lessons and broken all cycles of pain and abuse. All future generations will thrive and finally realize peace on earth and we finally understand that we are all ONE...just as the Bible says.
It’s actaully exciting and inspiring! And isn’t that what Christinaity is all about? Being “born again”? Rebirth. The grace of God? Hope? Revival? Being nailed to the cross? Atomement. Then 3 days later the Resurrection? For some crazy reason awe seem to want to continue to focus on and stay on the cross instead of accept the resurrection. That because we still have not surrendered 100% to God.
Somewhere along the way we (collectively) veered way off track and started listening to all the wrong voices...ironically voices that have actually pulled us all away from the voice of God.
And we have literally lost our minds (collectively)...just as my physical body and mind had to completely crash, since the chronic pain first began in 2011...until today as I have been rebirthed and made whole again.
So Time to shut down the noise machine and turn up the volume and the voice of God, and God alone.
May all who have ears hear this. 🙏😇💗
Also this is where all the mothers come in. Mother energy is all about nurturing and soothing and healing. And Mom, I think this is where you will come in as God will inspire you to do so. You were creates for such a time as this. That’s why you survived the heart attack! Intuitively I know you know all this. 😘
